Sorry I don't know how this works but glad a friend advised checking it out.
I don't know where to go here. PTSD, Bi-Polar, OCD, ADD, Panice Anxiety disorders, Agoraphobic.... survivor of years of brutality. Christian. Ready to tear out my hair.
Feel so alone. Really abandoned. But maybe that's best... too much time with others is an overload.
It seems like I get a million ideas and have the stuff to get them going.. (writing, piano, art, photography) get a lot started.. get distracted or frustrated and the piles grow and I walk away in a black cloud.
Don't go out hardly at all but when I do.. it's several hours getting EVERYTHING just right to be "out".. usually have a good time, friendly folks everywhere.. and that's the social side of my world.
This just doesn't seem to be a life with much meaning. Maybe I shouldn't try to do this.. it sounds so crummy... guess it's cuz it's that side of sitting in the aftermath of getting into all the great ideas which are in evidence everywhere.
Just thot I'd see what & how this works.
& now for a most important act... selecting a movie that'll take me to a better place.. yep. Maybe more than 1 - it's pretty early in the night..
Oh.. How nice! Need to find the referred location:)
Yes, like to write very much, love to laugh... usually don't need a joke for that.. just life observations... maybe the ones in the mirror:)
And the movie was a good idea... "Auntie Mame" w/ Rosalind Russell... and the final act costume gear... dangling w/ gold in lavish sari.. and leading the new little master off to live live live! Oh yes, and with lots of popcorn Uoo! Nice smiley's here.. good:)
And figure out how to find.. "in the topics common to all communities section of the site/socializing with all community members.".. Will see... Thank you.
mom had a computer that really ***** mom would not let me buy her a new one . so i said under my breath god please destroy it
a few months later my brother a minister from texas came to visit and i told my brother as he'd inquired about it.
i said preacher could you have god put the old smack down on this computer.
my brother laughed looked up toward heaven and said lord please smite this computer.
about 10 minutes later we had the worst lighting storm ever and it had been sunny out , but the sky darkened and thunder clapped and the computer was dead
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Posted - 08/31/2012 : 22:45:51
Uoo! Nice smiley's here.. good:)
