i got psychotic depression the voices been real bad lately. What would i tell my mom for so she can another thing to stress on. Shes working two jobs my father hasn't been able to get a job in awhile. My youngest sister causes so many problems. And I'm confused losing friends left to right. I'm about to run out of psych meds which let me tell you are old meds because i ended up in the er so much in the last couple months they switched insurance. Now new meds cost 3,000 dollars. They didn't let us know we were being switched just did it. and i overdosed yesterday but I've been to mental hospitals so many times i might not get let out this time. told my therapist didn't tell my mom. I don't want to hurt her cause i know she loves me and wants to move past all this so i didn't tell her. this all just feels so wrong.
find out what company makes the meds and have your doctors write them a letter stating your situation and how good their meds have worked for you, sometimes they will give meds to needy people for free or at a greatly reduced cost. psychitrists and general doctors have samples free that they sometimes give out in emergency /hard luck cases.
we are here for you yogi and i mean that your a stand up person please join us in socializing with all community members and in the bipolar disorder or schizophrenic sections blog area
the people here are great yogi, your have freinds now. we are happy to have the opportunity to know you.
thank you to all members for your putting up with my dwelling on the same things year after year . i'm making progress, yes im aware its compulsive behaviour yeah like wanting to eat ,not live in a rain gutter lol soon the case manager etc will be hearing this stuff and you will be saved lmao
Hi Yogi... I am sorry you are going through so much. Feel free to talk to us. Stig had some good ideas...I would also like to suggest that you tell your parents what is going on with you.
Hospitals are required to treat you, whether you have money or not. Don't worry about that. You sound like you need someone to manage your medications better. It shouldn't cost 3 thousand dollars to give you some decent medication. Maybe you are referring to the total hospital bill???
Until this gets worked out...please talk here. We are here to listen to you...and maybe if we can, help you out of some of your pain.
Hi Yogi, we are all here for you. To lend you support whenever you need it or just to drop by and let us know what's going on in your life. There's always someone here will to let you bend there ear! Diesel
I just want to be happy and healthy. Nothing more, nothing less!
well since i was 16 my mom has locked all the meds up because i constantly have tried to harm myself. If i see pills i dont even think i just take them so it just wasnt safe. Since i still live with my family its locked up. I know hospitals are required to treat you but in the last couple of months i had been in the er at least three times a week every week for suicide. I stayed there got stomach pumped heart monitors sometimes acted just ****ing crazy and then id see the psychiatrist and theyd let me go id be back two days later theyd let me go. One psychiatrist almost admitted me but i stayed in the er till the next morning and since i was acting less psycho the new psychiatrist let me go. I stayed in another er in another emergency room because the first er just let me walk out. I hid outside of the er cause a part of me wanted help though i was resistance and this one time i had not taken my meds so i was psychotic. The other er admitted me and i was kept in there for three days cause i was in restraints so often they couldnt place me till i was out of them. On the fourth day i was taken to the county mental health but they only kept me for two days cause they said the place was doing me more bad than good. I havent been back in awhile. My psychiatrist and therapist are still treating me thank goodness. But my psychiatrist says shes worried ill run out of meds soon. I dont know either cause my mom just tells me dont worry about it theres enough left. There trying to fix the situation but the health insurance company is being difficult. And yes for zyprexa if the insurance company doesnt pay for it to get it at the pharmancy does cost 3,000. My voices i tend to give into them after awhile i hate being degraded by them. I told my friend that i have like a telepathic communication with them so i talk to them in my head but there against everything i have to say they cant be reasoned with and they disagree with everything i say. I'm being called a faggot and a **** and a slut and all this stuff and I'm already stressed about other things. They are driving me insane so yes i was talking about suicide i cant get them to stop I'm on medication but the seroquel recently stopped working and my psychiatrist wants to get the situation figured out so i can get placed on zyprexa. Im supposed to be with a new doctor but everyone is telling me dont go since i wont be able to see my psychiatrist or therapist i currently have. I told my therapist yesterday that i overdosed she said she kind of figured cause i didnt seem like i was all there. I told her i felt bad cause i tricked my mom into giving me more pills. And i told her i heard voices she said i should try and distract myself from them. Me and her talk a lot but she did tell my mom and my mom really didnt say anything nor did i really say anything she just said thats what the therapist said and left it at that
thank you to all members for your putting up with my dwelling on the same things year after year . i'm making progress, yes im aware its compulsive behaviour yeah like wanting to eat ,not live in a rain gutter lol soon the case manager etc will be hearing this stuff and you will be saved lmao
the system has failed me
Posted - 11/18/2011 : 17:53:32
