there are time I think of suicide when I get deppressed nothing mattrers. i'm in a world of my own. my animals are in the closet stuff animals i cut their ears off. made blood by using finger nail polish.
I have noticed you around some today. How are you? Where do live? I am in Canada, and I found this site at the beginning of February. I enjoy it, and check it several times during the day. What do you think of it...will it be helpful do you think.
In SC, you heard of the member named Jordan20071987 well me and her are friends. She is the reason I came to this site. She challenged me that I could find some help and happiness from this site withen three days she make James give me my knife back. At that time I was like yes!!!!!!! I will my knife back. But Jordan or "J" as I call her was right. Damn! She has always been there for me adn I know she will always have back
I wanted to add that I constantly think about death and suicide although I may not always be suicidal. I have had a severe depression for the last couple of months because of stress and anxiety, things happening in my life. I have bipolar disorder 2, and schizoaffective disorder. I am also a cutter. Is there anyone out there that hates the Medicare/Medicaid system as much as I do?
I mean I guess we should (or I should) be greatful for the Medicare/Medicaid system and that we have it at all. But, its a very confusing, and overwhelming system, I think. I totally do not understand it. That's what I am trying to get at.
i am sucidal all the time. every day i shut myself up in my room and listen to music for hours on end, i guess it's only a matter of time before i attempt anything
i am sucidal all the time. every day i shut myself up in my room and listen to music for hours on end, i guess it's only a matter of time before i attempt anything
Hi and welcome, Deathman, Do you live alone? I know how hard it can be to get out of the house. What kind of music do you like? I like rock. I've been listening to NewAge on the radio though lately. Have you ever attempted to kill yourself? I've thought I didn't want to be alive because it hurt to feel anything, but so far, I haven't tried anything. I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and have been hospitalized on three occasions for Mania but not Depression.
Again, welcome to the MT Communities,
EA
Age: 32 Sex: female homemaker, married Diagnosed Bipolar 1993
Hi I feel suicidal for almost all my life 51 years old now and I feel like my time has come to go there where I´ll find my calm. I´m so tired at the moment my head is so full can´t take anymore of this s... Sadcow
Hi I have felt suicidal off and on for years, but I also have psychosis and I had this outside force telling me to kill myself because I was a worthless mass of molecules and my kids and family would be better off without me. I was going to do it, I was convinced it would be in the best interest of all involved, so instead I went to the hospital and was started on Electro Convulsive treatments. It got me out of a lethal funk and now I get them every two weeks. Since a barrage of medications had no effect. I still have my delusions though and when I am due for a treatment I am usually depressed again. They zap me better. The power of the mind is emmense.
suicide thoughts
Posted - 06/05/2005 : 18:47:23
