WELCOME TO MY THERAPY!!! I am glad you are here. My Therapy, is just that...MY therapy! I come here for support, and conversation, inspiration, and information. And, I receive all that here. I hope you will too.
I can feel your sadness in your post. Your Grandad was more your father and mother. He was your everything. He loved and cared for you and most likely taught you all the things you need to make your own way. Think about all he taught you, and ask yourself, what would he want for you. Would he want you to hang on?
Is today your 30th birthday? Although you are not feeling up to par, I still want to wish you a Happy Birthday. Maybe this birthday is making you feel more alone and/or unhappy with your life. Is this a hard year for you? For me, it was my 40th birthday that about did me in. Shortly after it, I finally sought help for depression I'd had for 30 years. Are you still on your medications? If not, perhaps you should restart them. Do you see a talk therapist? Maybe that would also help.
Give yourself some time, and hang in there Daisy. Come back to MT and post anywhere and everywhere. Get involved. You may find that it helps. Hope to hear from you soon.
Leigh-------------PS-I would have replied to you on your thread, but presently, there is a glitch in the system and we can't do that. Don't give up on us, we rarely have these problems with the site. It is a great site.
It is what it is...but I'm trying to make it better!
Hi Daisy29
Posted - 08/01/2011 : 18:33:28
