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tiredofhurtingeveryone
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 Posted - 03/04/2012 : 10:20:05
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| Hello. I am Bi Polar, OCD, Anxiety. I am so tired of doing well, then when things go wrong, I completely blow up and ruin lots of things. This crap I deal with ruined a very special project for me yesterday. I do hardly anything right without hurting those I love almost week or so. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I don't want to try any other meds because the last few I've tried have made me worse. I'm so ready for this to be over. |
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 01/08/2014 : 16:20:57
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hello tired of hurting everyone,
I am willing to bet and I mean this sincerely. And I know it to be true that for any feelings you may hurt or your symptoms do you bring a lot of joy into people's lives and that you have compassion and feeling and conscience, resilience and determination you will. It takes a while to find the right medication and to work out all you know the issues that you have or I have, or anybody has that result from having a mood disorder of some kind or life trauma. Your problem. Physical issue, but it can be treated and we can help you heal you will heal and just know this picture very special. You have a good heart, because if you didn't, you wouldn't be sad, bitter hurt and other folks in that you have empathy for others and feel bad that you may inadvertently hurt their feelings. I think that you. You're an awesome person.
and I'm not just blowing smoke and sunshine. I mean it the right medication will make all the world the difference for you I see a. Social worker clinical social worker to help me understand you know how my illness affected me. You know, and affects me from time to time, but you know some people see bartender, other people, Go was social worker, you know, and others go to their pastor . I hope that you're okay. We're here if you need us. Take care and remember what I said you have a good heart, and you can feel and because you can feel your okay. You'll get through this and you'll be happy again. And part of that feeling that you are hurting other folks. That's part of the illness and a little counseling and medication at can make to make that make it go away.
I've been volunteering on the site for a while, you know, but more or less, you know, I am just a guy get help here. It's a self-help group, and am part of it, and on more posts I've read and people I've met in life, and I've been through therapy and all kinds of stuff live in residential home will people feel like you do when they have bipolar disorder, , but other disorders in your life. Life events that we people start emotionally by a large in almost every case, the ones that they thought that they were hurting those people were like no . You make our life worth living. You make it good. And God, how could you feel that way you know I know how you why . What I'm trying to say is they love you and you're not hurt them as bad as you think your most of the time and medication and talking to a psychiatrist or social worker and people with your own. Bipolar disorder in a church or at you own and in outpatient, you know, group. You know can generally make this go away, it's never to go away. Maybe, but it will make it 99 nine point nine percent easier to deal with, you know, and it won't hurt it won't hurt hardly as much okay I should stop talking now because, well, when I talk too much. I got more chance to make a fool of myself so long you take care and if you need to talk someone's always here were heretofore not here that you come back until we are here. Take care. I I felt like you do, do not exactly on on you so I can feel it. You know your emotions, but I can feel mine when I think about I sense how you feel. It's not doesn't feel good right but you can get better and you sound very smart. . And like I said you're a member of our site now our community and were glad to have you
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cant deal with this anymore
