I don't know if I am clininically depressed, but I am at least feeling very down today. The whole world seems futile and pointless and we are just biological machines run by selfish gene theory, maybe. I don't know what the meaning of life was, I used to get 'meaning' Frankl decribes though CND. I used to believe when I was occassionally happy that love conquered all, and love was the meaning of the universe but when I am having a downer like this, it seems to me that only really sexual love really counts, the fact your same sex friends love you just isn't good enough, I want a woman.
The world seems grey and hopeless today
Posted - 05/15/2009 : 08:50:43
