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Niadavena
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 Posted - 02/06/2007 : 09:29:21
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When I am depressed, I don't want to be around people. I feel abnormal and I get angry and irratable...which makes them uncomfortable...and then they think I am abnormal...and I think they are stupid and I am cold towards them...they don't want to be around me so I get depressed and don't want to be around them.
Does this make any sense? Some days I don't have to try, I can put on a happy face. But other days I've already convinced myself that the world is against me before I get out of bed. Other days I walk a thin line and I take the smallest thing personally.
I get angry at myself for getting angry. But this just makes it worse.
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| JodyWoo
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Posted - 02/06/2007 : 09:37:24
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that is quite a cycle... I hope it gets easier soon.
*hugs*
Jody the 16 year old from Arizona!
"From day one I talked about, getting out, but not forgetting about, how all my worst fears are letting out, he said why put a new address, on the same old loneliness, when breathing just passes the time, until we all just get old and die, now talking's just a waste of breath, and living's just a waste of death, and why put a new address, on the same old loneliness, and this is you and me, and me and you, until we've got nothing left." |
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| m9155
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Posted - 02/07/2007 : 05:12:19
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Hi Niadavena, I do not get angry but I do get irretable and do not want people to bother me. I feel claustrophic.
It happens most with my wife and I now try to tell her. I am not sure she understands.
The world is never against you and there are people who want to help. Keep talking and share your experiences more. If I can offer any advice it would be to tell people that you feel like that when you do, saves them getting the wrong message and you avoid the spiral of depression you describe.
I am a withdrawn person naturally but have found great help on mytherapy as I can express my feelings and thoughts freely.
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| Niadavena
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Posted - 02/07/2007 : 20:32:49
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I just take it day by day. Talking to people is part of my job right now. I'm extremely sensitive...which is good and bad. I can get depressed really easy, but sometimes I can feel better in a snap.
My co-worker mentioned I might just be burned out. I've been working at a national park for almost a year. I had such high expectations, I thought the work environment would be perfect. But a lot of people on vacation are not very happy!! 
Thanks for your thoughts!
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| xek
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