Hi, I am new here,not sure how this goes...but here's my story: I am 23 years old, and I lost my fiancé last year September, he was a victim of terrorist attacks, he was in coma but he recovered and then all of a sudden just when he was about to be cleared for normal ward he became worse...i am sorry I still cant talk about it...he died after promising me he will be okay he left me...I thought I was coping well just last week when I started feeling "normal" or at least as well as I could ever be...but then its our anniversary tomorrow, and it just hit me again and I am feeling very low...and suicidal the only thing that's keeping me from doing anything is he made me promise to embrace life no matter what...but I am not sure how long I can keep the promise...
hey, its normal for you to be feeling more emotional than normal around such an important date but keep that promise and live your life. Dont you dare give up. Think about all of the other people who feel just as sad as you do because of his death, they're hanging in there and so should you. We all experience the death of a loved one but you shouldnt let the end of someone else's life be the end of your own. Making it through our obstacles make us stronger. He wanted you to embrace life so you embrace it like its nobody's business!
Feeling suicidal after a long time...
Posted - 02/13/2013 : 16:36:21
