Well recently I've been getting pretty down about my life, I meen school isn't going good with work piling up and rumors going round which have been for about 4 years, also I feel unwanted and that life has no meening to it and that people just brush me aside. So due to all this I've been getting suicidal thoughts, i meen does a 15 year old lad get these jkind of ideas?. I meen o just dont feel any need for life and that I'll get nothhing out of it but just a simple life style which is not what i want out of life. Also the rumors going round school don't help, everytime I see something which refers to the rumors make me mad and down and just pointless. The thoughts on which o get is just jumping on front of a car when driving down the road or hanging myself, I meen if I had the balls I would of done it by now... can someone help me and show me the right path because I'm so confused right now on what to do...
Hey, i kinda understand how your feeling. But you just gotta hang in there and don't feed into it high school doesn't last forever. Those people who are talking crap and helping spread the rumors arent important to you, they wont matter. There are millions of other people in the world that have more kindness in there hearts than all those kids combined. So just look forward to your future because that's all that matters, think of all the amazing things you want to do with your life and the people you want to share it with.
please tell someone there should not let rumours that are upsetting you so much that that cause you the need to kill your self it not about the balls to kill yourself its about the balls not to and ask for help i shopuld i have tried o overdose four times in the last 3 months please ask your school for help i will be praying for you and yes 15 year old can feel like this its more difficult when when your 15 as your hormones are all going awire and your felling sucidal i will thinking about you please reply and tell me how you get on god bless
PLease don't OD again JACKIE PLEASE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. Just think of the times we could spend together in Botanic gardens and parks we could even take a holiday in London and visit Kew gardens, we could even go to centreparcs in a couple of years time. Think of the lovely time we had in Oban together, lots of things like that can happen again.
joeedolphin please don't do it I don't think suicide is the answer, I've been there before, remember when you are dead you are dead for a long time, death is a one way ticket and you can't come back if you don't like it.
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Posted - 02/11/2013 : 16:32:47
