simone , i used to drink socially,smoked some pot ,did some hash,even tried cocaine once. its been twenty years since i did anything fun.lol i stopped everything because i fell in love with a woman and her two young children. i remember telling god that if he helped me that i would take care of her and her kids. i faced all my phobias,quit parting and got a job in society which was incredibly hard for me to do. and she had the disease of alcholism.and did drugs and i think she was manic deppressive to. thats why i stopped. and when she went down hill i just kept going up.and i havent stopped since. sorry i couldnt be more help. and as far as you having ideas to , i know. i dont dominate the conversation. i read my writings and hate the fact that every sentance almost starts with i . i have trouble with the structure of conversation. you may here "i" alot but thats empathy not ,not listening or disinterest.and my responding to you. its hard having so many thoughts. well any how i do listen. sorry i'm just a mite sensitive about this
I think you have been very sensitive to me.I never felt like you are just chatting away about yourself-ever.You've been a great friend so far and hope we can conitinue down the same road.Thanks for being there....
hi just checking in to see how your doing ,i see you made some freinds ,excellent. i didnt know you were married ,your lucky to have someone who loves you. and theres nothin you could say or do to make me stop being your freind. except throw a brick at me and tell me to get lost lol
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hash,even tried cocaine once. its been twenty years since i did anything fun.lol i stopped everything because i fell in love with a woman and her two young children. i remember telling god that if he helped me that i would take care of her and her kids. i faced all my phobias,quit parting and got a job in society which was incredibly hard for me to do. and she had the disease of alcholism.and did drugs and i think she was manic deppressive to. thats why i stopped. and when she went down hill i just kept going up.and i havent stopped since. sorry i couldnt be more help. and as far as you having ideas to , i know. i dont dominate the conversation. i read my writings and hate the fact that every sentance almost starts with i . i have trouble with the structure of conversation. you may here "i" alot but thats empathy not ,not listening or disinterest.and my responding to you. its hard having so many thoughts. well any how i do listen. sorry i'm just a mite sensitive about this 
