I am so disapointrd my daughter (28) was supposed to come over and do her wedding thankyou notes .Now she changed her plans.And is not coming. Instead going to my mom's for dinner. Actually I am PISSED OFF. I can't even write anymore now. I never know what emotion is norma;l and what isn't I can't stand this.
lindalou, If this happened to me, I would be angry too. There's nothing wrong with feeling this way. If you get a chance, keep posting and let us know how your doing. I see that your posting in the bipolar section, so I'm assuming your bipolar. I am too. It can be a sorted illness to live with. But I hope that by being here at MT, you can begin to understand it a little better, if you don't already. And I hope that your night goes a little better . I haven't had a chance to formally welcome you, so...WELCOME lindalou! It is good to have you here. Linda
Well mothers day turned out ok. My daughter had run in the cancer run/walk in the am mothers day her paternal grandmother died of cancer a few years ago. I met her at my moms with her husband and rest of family. She gave me a card and I can't put my finger in it but something is wrong or it could just be my bipolar that is what is so aggravating I feel things so deeply. Anyway so it was her first wedding anniversary on saturday.She called me and we talked for an hour which is the longest she talked to me in a while. I feel so disconnected from her. I think its because I am not working fulltime.I usally have what others (normal) people call a high stress job. I never saw it tht way.but when I look back hell it was high stress. \ Have to talk to the mortgage co today . worst part is no job no health insurance no therapy. Did qualify for funds to take a class that will utilize my knowlege in a potentially lower stress situation.I have to accept the fact that I can't handle stress. THIS SUCKS.But I have to realize that I am on the brink of losing my mind. Ended up in the hospital on my birthday last year and the year before....and my birthday is in less than a month. I feel like a failure as a mom , a daughter , a wife and a person.
Mothers day
Posted - 05/09/2010 : 11:30:57
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. worst part is no job no health insurance no therapy. Did qualify for funds to take a class that will utilize my knowlege in a potentially lower stress situation.I have to accept the fact that I can't handle stress. THIS SUCKS.But I have to realize that I am on the brink of losing my mind. Ended up in the hospital on my birthday last year and the year before....and my birthday is in less than a month. I feel like a failure as a mom , a daughter , a wife and a person.
