I'm going into another state that I'm doubting myself, almost thinking that I've set up a fake reality around myself. I feel as if I may be seeing clearly for this brief time and seeing how stupid I have been. I know that I have some syptoms that may mean I'm in a slight manic period but when I get this doubt it holds on to me for a long time.
Right now I'm so confused b/c I don't know what I should be thinking. It's hard wondering what feelings are real.