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headbop
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 Posted - 08/31/2008 : 17:36:21
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ok.how bad is this..today, when I was feeling very frustrated at my husband, I basically banged my head a couple of times into an upright standING fan. The fan was turned OFF, but the protective cover came off after I hit it with my head. Than when he started yelling and I was yelling ,I took a bottle of scope and kept repeatedly MOCK STABBING MYSELF IN THE STOMACH with it. I was yelling somehting aobut how I wish I could just kill myself. I can't of course but I was getting pretty wacky so my husband slapped my face hard to get me to stop acting this way. Other times when I've been mad I've hit him, not long ago, tried to kind of choke him while driving. I wanted to jump out the moving car after that but I can't ever seem to actually go through with the really crazy ****. TodAY AFTER MY first hissy fit, i went into the woods, I saw my husband looking for me and hid in a muddy ravine so he couldn't find me. He mentioned if I kept threatening to off myself, he'd call the cops and have me locked up for my own protection. I almost wanted the cops to come and search for me. But no cops showed up of course. I lay in the muddy ravine thinking about how I would elude them (the cops chase) like I'm in some kind of a movie. Anyway, This is one of what's becoming a monthly or so argument pattern. It's been going on betwen my husband and I for a while now. we talk divorce and than make up. Now i think he really doees see no other option but divorce. I feel like it's a bad movie sometimes. Don't get me wrong i'm NOT always pissed off and depressed, I also have some really good moments throughtout my days. Usually when I'm with my horses. sometimes with my husband. I sound craazy as hell and and people who know me see this positive go-getter person(except for my husband who knows i'm also turning into a wackjob.
so... what now?
Hi Headbop, Welcome to our community. As a psychiatrist, and the administrator of our community, I would like to make a suggestion. Your behavior is becoming more self-destructive, both to yourself and your marriage. We know very little about you (for example, have you sought psychiatric help, or do you abuse alcohol or drugs). However, just from the information given in your first post, I can guarantee that you need immediate medical attention. Something is desperately wrong with your present functioning, and it appears to be steadily worsening. Yes, as a community, we will try to support you as best we can. But our community is no substitute for expert psychiatric care. Headbop, you are in the middle of a psychiatric emergency and you need immediate medical care. Please see your family doctor, or ask for help from your hospital's emergency ward. Later, after you seek emergency medical care, we would like to continue this discussion with you in the hopes that we can support you through this crisis. But first things first - you must immediately seek medical help. Phil Long M.D.
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| davidt
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Posted - 09/01/2008 : 09:54:08
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Hi headbop,
For what is is worth, I personally feel that you ought to seek urgent medical input before things get worse.
We are good at giving and receiving emotional support and offering practical suggestions to and for each other, however some situations are beyond our remit/help, and require professional psychiatric input!
Wishing you and yours well, David
PS., Please keep us updated .... we do care about you!
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