I dread every morning. I feel like my world will soon end, like my heart is being teared apart. I stay in bed all day hoping that he will soon call and counting the hours. I know it is pathetic but hey, I am depressed and terrified of being abandoned.
It sounds like you have a lot of anxiety to deal with. I went thru that too when my boyfriend went to work, thinking something horrible was going to happen to him away from home. Zoloft helped me then, but it did go away on its own, eventualy. Sometimes it comes back for a while when I am feeling anxiouse. I try and keep occupied, staying in bed counting the hours is not going to do much to help it. Sometimes talking over it with a therapist is very helpful too, as she/he can help you put things back into a realistic perspective. Do you have someone to talk to?
Help! I won't let my husband go to work
Posted - 02/15/2008 : 02:38:57
