I am not like this. I have been trying to get my medication for six months I am taking less then half of my actual dosage now and I feel like no one likes me, and everyone is out to get me. My husband constantly has to explain himself to me, I cry constantly. I am cutting myself and planning how im going to die, how im going to get him out of the house, because he is not working right now so that I can be alone and swallow some pills and die. I dont want to feel like this I know its wrong. He doesent understand my mother thinks I dont need meds even though my dad killed himself because he didint have his meds. I dont want to die I dont want to feel this way but I dont have anyone to help me. I hvae people who love me but they do not understand and they wont help. Im sad and scared and alone.
Michelita, It sounds to me as if you need medical help immediately. Do you have a crisis line you can call? How about a GP you could see or a psychiatrist? If not, then why don't you go straight to the ER at your hospital. You really need some help right away.
Niney
"Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible." Helen Keller
I am so paranoid
Posted - 08/27/2007 : 18:01:01
