| lynn2150
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 Posted - 06/12/2007 : 08:28:11
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HI Stigs,
I don't know, right off the bat,
I only wish he had of had an intact home to grow up in, but, then again, look at me, I did, and I'm a mess.
I just worry about him Stigs, I was his role model, and I taught him not many things,
Your question has gotten me thing though.
Bless your heart.
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 06/12/2007 : 08:43:06
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dont worry people have role models all their lives and you turned out great even diamonds are coal for a long ,long time before they are diamonds.
i will get a few acres a, house,barn.
and when i do mike his kids family and you and your family can come visit. and i will find ways to legally own a farm or have use of it . and we and our freinds can fix it up. if its a non-profit charity like a church i think we can own it or have a stake in it
and not lose the help we need . or get the help or some of it from
the charity or programs and stuff i want to have their ,i cant do it alone but dreams sell if they help people ,are fun and are doable and people can make their dreams or part of them come true by helping
you or i or anyone make the dream happen.
you will see. i dont have a pot to pee in or a window to throw it oiut of but i will. and when i do im going to share it. |
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| lynn2150
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Posted - 06/12/2007 : 16:52:20
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Stigs, It is good to have dreams.
I turned down Metro Housing 3 times, no, twice, before I finally took it.
One place was crime infested, the other, had *****roaches, but really nice neighbours.
The third place I took since it was close to a food store, and was actually on my wish list, (I didn't even know it was housing)
Of course, my family were appaled, that I was 'stooping so low". But, I felt like a fool living at home, with a child, felt like an embarrassment.
Not only tht, it was tense at home.
Living here, was awful, lonely, so lonely. I wasn't the type to make friends, So, it was just my son and I.
Flet like I had made a mistake moving herre alone, but, I stuck it out,
I inherited my fathers car, then things started looking up.
I was a two tone blus, Chev Impala V-8 station wagon.
Did a lot of moving jobs with that wagon, and a lot of runs up and down the highway to visit my mother in Oshawa.
Finally, it bit the dust, couldn't afford the upkeep.
Sat in it, and cried, before it was towed away, I could still, smell, how do I explain this, I could still smell, my father, in a good way.
He put his blood , sweat, and tears, into that car.
Damn Stigs, I'm getting all teary eyed .
I took my dope, (meds) I want to konk out for awhile,
Did you say you wanted me to call your worker?
I would, you know?
When I beleive in something, I am very good at fighting for rights. in a diplomatic way, of course.
I think I will look up HUD, just to see what their policies are.
PS- we have alot of crrime here, but, once people get to know you, they leave you alone, I go with the crazy cat lady persona, and no one bugs me.
Only time I had a problem was when I went toe to toe with a drug dealer, whom I thought was trying to sell my son dope,
Those were a few crazy months.
Now , him and I are on cordial terms.
Stigs, I could talk all night, I'd better go, take the rest of my dope (meds) and hope I can sleep.
Talk to you later,
Never give up, on your dreams !
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 06/13/2007 : 04:21:27
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lynn ,
i have yelled at a few drug dealers in my day.
no i can talk to my state social worker , i called him asking about hud , and bout all programs that might be able to help me get the help i need so i can work from ,home independently.
in other news i may have to go off risperdal it is effecting my muscles and the dr. put me on cogenten [tin].
once im educated and can work for myself i may opt just for an anti-deppressent,a drug for my migrane headaches,and one for anxiety.
because i dont trust psychiatrists or society to tell me the whole truth about the side effects of the anti psychotics . BUT IF I CAN STAY ON THEM I WILL. because i can socialize ,lynn without my medication my thought disorder,adhd,concentration and attention deficts are very very noticible , as is the original way i look at
the world,and the church ,goverment media controlled by gangsters,
and racists,neo facists etc, and proffessionals who have vested interests in pushing dope and political industrial reasons for doing so, and of course ,they profit. well it is very grudingly that i have used the services of a psychiatrist etc BUT there are things not right with my brain and i cannot function in many ways without the pills. and the afore mentioned have deliberately created an enviroment that is very very hostile to myself on the basis of how i sound and look. theres more to it but someday im going sue or help sue ,so that actions are taken to address the predijuces ,artificially generated industrially aggregated [fostered]
neo -racism, abuse . to the end of showing disabilititly as naturaul and not in and of itself neccessarily in need of "treatment" and i would like to see the nefarious [criminal or should be] aspects of the rehabillitation industry and those employed by it
profiled ,as well as i would like the racism etc collusion that,and coercion against people in general and those who truly have a serious disability who choose to function as god ,nature made them naturally able to do so. people with disabilities should be helped by society and the rehabilitation industry not enslaved by them |
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 06/13/2007 : 04:33:25
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it also ,is neccessary to profile disability as a two way srteet.
this will keep the "professionals" etc honest ,ethical, and curtail most of the abuse and racism against people who function as physical fact differently , but what if the world was primarily populated by people with disability the it would be the seld described and appointed "normals" who would function differently and we could send them to behavioral retreats ,string them out on dope/medicine/drugs, and be racist,segregate them from society, and politically decide to alter them on a physical and psychological,spiritual level just as they do us, and that IS the truth no matter what disability we may have or do have.
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lynn what does your son need guidence in?
we can read up on what we dont know. and between us and our families and freinds we could probably help .
