waterlife
Starting Member
3 Posts Gratitude: 2
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Posted - 01/19/2015 : 09:01:18
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Today I have a word gift of Hope. Short, straight and direct. When I feel bad, it is necessary for me to take the road of Hope. My lost steps trap me. My wild and disjointed instincts drive me to death, to separate from the Living God. I get entangled trying to reach security, to fill my vacuum in loneliness and trying to complement myself with a life partner in blessed union with the Highest. It is needed and indispensable I remember who I am and which is my mission; to see the Eternal Future instead of current problems. Protect me, my God, my Father, my King of fear, rage, false bindings and unneeded burden. I forget on Whose Hands I am. I stop being grateful. I get scared to see a volcano crater and I stare at a boiling abysm full of lava under my feet and the fetid sulphur smell fills my lungs making me to faint. Do not allow me, my Lord, to fall in the temptations of sex, power, money or prestige. I listen to the World voices and forget God. Pleasures make me evade the unspeakable torments of lust, pride, rage, gluttony, envy and greed. I don’t want anything not coming from God. I don’t want a thing not introduced by God. I am sick because I get desperate and choose the past. My vision gets blurred from Eternity. The wrapping shroud of darkness, Satan, the devil, the destroyer, the dragon, cannot bear the Light of my Lord Jesus Christ, Freedom. My Lord, I long for Your Blessings and your Plans for Well Being and Goodness. I love your Extravagance for Your Kindness and Goodness. I despair for your Mercy. Take me to the place, at the moment and conditions you have me preparing for. Father, I am your son. You are my owner. I left everything for you. I kept only the best. I have nothing, I know nothing I can do nothing, just you, just you, just you… You took me out of a world of slavery and torture so I could bless with sanity and freedom anyone asking me to do so. Now I sing, now I dance; now I am with your own and what is yours. I want to be where you are. At your Secret Place dwelling under Your Shadow. Give me a place in Your Plans, immerse me in your Apocalypses, and guide me through this restless struggle against evil forces. I wait for Your Signals. Strengthen me in your Holly Temple. Give me to eat from the bread of Proposition. Wash me in Your Fountain.Anoint me with Your Oil. Rub me with Your Salt. Soak me with your wine and drive me drunk of Love to Your Bed. Thank you for your Power, My Lord, God, Holly Spirit, and for Your Angels. Send it to me. Fill me with Him. Instill in me the Spirit of Revelation, the Spirit of Audacity, the Spirit of the Lord, the Spirit of Humility, The Spirit of Grace, the Spirit of Purity and the Spirit of Service. Thank you for giving me someone to listen, to bless and thank you because you are My Blessing and My Word. |
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