I was abused by one of my older siblings and was wondering how far this would lead to me abusing any future children. At present I feel like not encountering any sexual relationships due to what's happended to Michael Jackson. Even a nurse could not help him as a wife.
Do you feel that you want to harm children in that manner and are therefore frightened to be around them? You really need to seek professional help. Your fear if it is only a fear that you may harm them because what was done to you, can also be worked on in therapy. There are many people who have suffered some form of abuse who have gone on to have very fulfiling relationships and who are not pedophiles. HOWEVER, if you feel that way, you need to seek help right away.
Michael Jackson is freak of the fourth nature and nobody can ever really be compared to him, in my opinion.
I agree red. This is defo a point for serious discussion w/ your therapist Synapse. They can help you address the issue and discover if this is a fear derived from your past traumas, or a potential problem that could exist.
please see someone, if only to set your mind at ease.
-John "Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others." - Groucho Marx
Suffered Abuse as child
Posted - 06/13/2005 : 06:14:51
