So I feel really bummed out. Today I went to see my "aunt and uncle". Those people who you know all your life and so you feel so close that you call them your uncle and aunt. Well he just got out of the hospital. He just had a heart attack, and he couldn't move very easy at all. It was heart breaking. While we were there, because we hadn't seen them in a while, they brought up my family. They asked about my uncle who died in september. And my other uncle whose heart is slowly getting worse. He "died" but was brought back, but he's still not getting better. It's worse. He's slowly dying and he has an attitude thats worse. The more I think about it I just, I hate it. You could look at my uncle whose dying and think... what am I complaining about? I don't know, I just don't know! I just can't do this anymore. I hate this feeling, I just hate it! AHHH! I'm sorry. Don't answer to this, I'm venting. blarg.
Welcome to the group! Sorry I haven't welcomed you sooner. Don't feel bad for feeling bad. (You know what I mean.) I'm not feeling too good today, either, and here it is the 1st anniversary of the Katrina hurricane and they're showing all these people and their misery on TV and of course the 5th anniversary of 9/11 is only 2 weeks away and I'm wondering the same thing, "What do I have to feel bad about?" But we ALL feel bad at times...those who suffer from clinical depression and those so-called 'normal' people. So, please don't add guilt to your list of maladies. Just know that you have as much right to feel lousy as the rest of us and that watching someone you care so deeply about suffer would make anyone feel crummy.
So, any time you feel like venting about anything, please just come here and write whatever you want to write. We'll listen (or read).