Hi there, I hope i am in the right place. I came to this forum quite by accident searching google for "Pins and needles in my brain!". I have recently taken myself cold turkey of 75mg a day of effexor.
Last year i had my child removed by a so called child protection agency. I was minding my own business returning home from grocery shopping with my then 6 year old daughter. I noticed a police car outside my house, but as im in main street area i didnt really care he was there. I got out the car and started gathering the $300 odd worth of groceries out the car when cop approached me.
I said "Hey Dan. Whats up?" He replied " I am here with DoCS and they have a removal order for your daughter." I said "WHAT?" His reply will haunt me forever.... "We have had a report that you are going to kill yourself today and murder your daughter as well. The reports states you are going to drive your car off a cliff here in town."....... I was shell shocked to say the least. At first i didnt realise they were GOING to take my child... "I have just done hundreds of dollars worth of food shopping Dan. Who goes shopping then does that?".... ( Small town with one cop hence why i address him as Dan) "We have the report and DoCS are here to take &^%^%$^% away." said Dan..
It then hit me, THEY WERE TAKING HER...I ended up capsicum sprayed in the face and sat on by said cop who was almost 7 foot tall. My daughter was taken screaming away in a 4WD looking out the back window like a horror story.
An ex friend wanted to screw me over and she did. They took her when they had not one single ounce of evidence. A one time report from a **** who wouldnt even give her name..And they tore my life upside down. I had been a fantastic mum. She was jealous and id told her i was behind in my rent on my business and she went to my landlord and made a deal and "stole" my business out from under me, then she had my daughter taken... And you know what?...There aint a GOD DAM thing i can do about it!!!
I got my child back but we are all scared from this..Every car door, every bang. I am terrified they are comming again..She is protected even though she filed a false claim knowingly..I have run away to another state and i have been here near a year and a half and i have not made a single friend and i am severly depressed. I need help....