I agree with Dr. Long. I was sucked in by a site that sells and promotes Topo as the greatest thing since sliced bread. I was interested in the weight loss factor, since most antidepressants seem to cause weight gain; however, it bothered me that people would just order it online and not let their doctor even know!
I think most people's chemistry is so finely balanced (and rebalanced over and over), that I don't think anyone should take anything without a pdoc's full approval. Even caffeine and especially alcohol are dangerous mixed with all the other meds. Not worth it.
And yes, I miss the "forgetfulness" and "mini vacations" without alcohol. I am grieving the loss of my crutch, but at least I'm not unconscious for days. So, now I must find a new way to cope without "escaping from reality for a few days." Staying very busy doing "good" things helps.
I was afraid to take this Topiramate medication (http://www.internationaldrugmart.com/topiramate.shtml)I went online and looked it up and read so many bad things about it. I am so glad I went ahead and gave it a try for myself I think it's a miracle drug ! It's helped stabilize my mood, taken away my migraines and even helped me lose a few pounds !!! I haven't had any negative side effects at all from it ! I know it's effects on everyone will be different and for me personally I feel great!!!