Certainly, I can relate to popping someone's head off. When I am really frustrated with someone, I do this charade sort of thing, where first I twist their head off, and then toss it in the air with my left hand, while I use my invisible tennis racket in my right hand to hit the head far away. Sometimes, I even add the words, "to the moon ____". It kinda makes it better?! I guess, it is just a little (very little) physical release.
That being said, are your feelings directed at one person, or a situation, or life in general? Maybe it is time to give to yourself, instead of giving so much to everyone else?
Leigh
It is what it is...but I'm trying to make it better!
I have issues with telling people no because I don't want to disappoint. I am working on it and have said no to this particular person several times....
she won't last at this job much longer if I don't step in right now and should she get fired I would be working 7 days again...that I can't do right now so I am going to cover for her today...
My visual is taking a big ole iron skillet and bashing in a few heads
I am a Southern girl at heart!!
Oh well, another day in paradise!! or hopefully another half-day!!
Finding a balance between work and home is becoming too much. When I am at work all I want is to be at home. When I am at home I want to be anywhere but home.
Unfortunately, being so closed off, I have no friends to visit or any extended family that I associate with to go visit. To top it off, I have been having problems logging in to MT and BOY is that frustrating!!!!
If i believed in past lives (sometimes I do sometimes not) I would have to question what kind of horrible person I was to be living the life I have been dealt.
I tell myself over and over that it is the hard times that make me strong. The difficult choices we make help shape our character.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
Why in the world is everything a darn struggle? The guilt of hating my life when so many others are suffering so much more adds to the pain I am feeling. I look at my children and sometimes think they would have been better off without me there to screw them up so bad.
My 23 year old who is a Mother herself is so emotionally screwed up it will take years of therapy to straighten her out(that she will never seek due to my inability to go to drs. myself) and my 17 year old is such an outspoken opinionated personality that one day she is going to say the wrong thing to the wrong person and get herself hurt.
As I try to formulate my thoughts I have two people screaming at me to either get off the computer(17 yr old) or make them something to eat(5yr old). gotta go duty calls as ever.......
It would be nice to hear from time to time if circumstances allow, for such blatant intrusion on your current circumstances, David x
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
My first instinct
Posted - 03/06/2011 : 18:42:04
I guess, it is just a little (very little) physical release.
