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michael64
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 Posted - 10/15/2008 : 21:22:29
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WHY?
every single morning I ask my self this ?..and the reason why I do are getting fewer.you no,I never thought I would feel this way,let alone get to this point in life to where I realy just dont give a dam.
I am realy realy sick of it all.life sucks.but you no the funiest thing of it all.if a stranger was to walk up to me tommorow I would give him my last dime and go hungry myself.im a sucker..
my kids got me for alot of money this year and I no it was my own fault for doing it.but like i said,its hard for me to say no.as long as I have stig as my friend i have something to hold on to.a true friend.but I will mess that up sooner or later like i did my life.
"If you can read this, thank a teacher. and since it's in English, thank a soldier" |
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| Lost girl
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Posted - 10/15/2008 : 21:38:53
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Hi Michael!
Yes.. I have been where you are many times. Depression is a nasty thing...it impairs our will & judgement. But it doesn't last forever. I know for a fact.
YOU HAVE NOT MESSED UP! THIS IS A TEMPOARY SETBACK!! Positive thoughts moving forward...
Stig is NOT your only true friend. I would hope you consider me your friend also, as I have been there for you thgrough both the good & bad times. And will continue to do so unless you tell me otherwise.
Michael, because you have such a big heart & are a giving person...people will slide under the radar & take advantage. I guessed that the bulk of your problem (financial) was related to your kids & perhaps 2 past wives?
Were you left with nothing? Are you living on your boat?
You are a good person..kind & full of love to give. I know, I have experienced what you can give.
Now I would like to give some of that back to you & let you know I am here for you, as I have always been.
Once again, I ask you to e-mail me if you need to talk..rant..rave... whatever. Or I will give you my phone number if you need it.
My friendship for you has never ended Michael.....let us keep it alive!
Lost girl
LOST GIRL
This too shall pass. Forgive me if I stumble..
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| Lost girl
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Posted - 10/15/2008 : 21:52:32
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Hi Michael!
Following is an e-mail written by someone we both know..to someone else we both know in March 2007. It still holds true for me: hope it does for you:
"It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this.
Life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and friendship we have for one another. After all, it is said that "True friendship" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.
Our friendship will be tested many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, t he greater is my yearning to be finally meet you.
Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my true friendship , my warm embrace."
Lost girl
LOST GIRL
This too shall pass. Forgive me if I stumble..
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 10/19/2008 : 04:45:07
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never happen. NEVER HAPPEN.
if i have to i will use every last part of my good fortune
to help you and not give a f**** that i did .. your my best freind family hell if you were a girl id goose you lol but since your not forget about that lol
you want me to get you that rich ladys number you know the one who wanted me to go from the bar to atlantic city with her?
call me num nuts lol   
freinds forever . your my blood. i have tons of freinds but where the f*** were they when i needed them..
and why didnt they invite me to their weddings, or call WTF.
whose the one who watched out for me, worked on my truck, kept me from getting robbed, who listens to my bull **** and never says a word .. who watches out for my family whose freinds protect me and my family. who is always there for me . whose family fed me when i had nothing to eat, was really suicidal, why the f*** am i alive because god put you in my life to help me and i guess me to help you.
you will never lose me as a freind brother so quit talking crazy sh*t
ok butter nuts.
i'll get what you need to you asap.
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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Posted - 10/19/2008 : 06:30:43
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| he scrapped 3,000 dollers in racing motors for 25 bucks so i could eat break fast |
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| stigmastomper (inactive)
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| warblaster
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when I wake up
