nervous breakdown(duration approximately a year and a half),trouble sleeping most of the time,sexual abuse (aged 4-6), childhood neglect, death and grief, stress, low self esteem, trust issues, mother issues, father issues, betrayal etc etc.. and im 25 years old, mother of two (my first at 15 and then 23)and thank God every day for my husband, though he loves me for me, he doesnt know the darker side of me still roams around, im too good at pretending, draining as it might be, its better than the alternative. he wont be able to handle another breakdown of mine..