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lynn2150
Super Incredible Member (10000+ posts)
21329 Posts
Gratitude: 2146
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 Posted - 05/15/2008 : 15:01:19
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What I am sick of.
living in my 8x10 ft. room day after day.
Being told I look fat then thin, according to the clothes I wear.
Being told how to wear my freaking hair.
Being told I am a SLUT for wanting a b/f.
UNLESS he has a CAR, and I can take it 24/7
Being responsible for buying food, cooking it and then having it rot because no one eats it.
Having my M depend on me for benzos, and not taking the ones she is prescribed.
HAving 2,000 cats, to care for, not really 2,000 but it feels like it some days.
Having neighbours come to me for cat food, advice etc.
Seeing new crops of kittens being born in the yards around here,
Some are eaten by Racoons, some die from eposure, and starvation,
Some are injured to the point of needing leg amputations.
Cat care costs me approx $300.00 per month just for the basics, I AM crazy !!!!
Verbal, abuse, emotional abuse,
Where did my freaking life go wrong ?!
Losing my father left me to care for my mother.
He died young, from stress, and health problems.
He was 67,
I used to find him sitting in the cold in his car, HE told me he couldn't stand it at home with my mother.
I have to go,
Lynn  |
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Coda and more,..........
